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Motivated By Love && Possibilities

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The story of a girl who's just trying to exceed expectations and the 'norm' of others 'like her.'

History: A long distance relationship with a visit rate or 10%; the cliche broke college student; the wife of a US Marine; opinions from every angle; judgements (false and true) that never end - from the common stranger, to the closest family members, and some in between...

Currently: A young marriage approaching the end of the newly wed stage; a husband's EAS from the military; a big final move home; readjustment, on both parts, to not being a house wife, and not being a working husband, attempting to share responsibilities; two unemployed students - one in graduate school, one in BLET along with an uncooperative VA Rep; a young wife with her mental and, partly, physical health in question; aspirations to work as a successful CPA in public accounting - while remaining in NC for his BLET certification to still count; desperation to be a perfect wife - or rather, a good enough wife, which implies perfection; dreams of eventual motherhood - one day; insecurity about the ability to achieve perfection; insistency to be "forever in love;" preoccupation with receiving a Ph D; reverie in becoming an accounting professor for a wonderful university...

Unfortunately, this obsessive compulsive drive for love, perfection, and success defines me.

This is me. This is my life.

No few words can summarize my life or who I am, but may be you can get an idea of my life and respect me as a person, with a collection of entries made over time.

Good luck! & with that being said:
"Hello! My name is Jessica; It's nice to meet you."

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